I don't really know whats going on in my life right now, but I've made some mistakes... mistakes that I can't take back. ..... I don't even know if 'mistakes' is the right word for it... Its more like 'choices'. Ya, I've made some choices that I can't take back. Its not even that I regret these choices-- seeing as how they have made me alittle less niave-- its that I wish the outcome would've been different. Actually, scratch that, I don't wish the outcome would've been different. Infact, I am perfectly content with the choices I have made. 

His name is Josh, and I thought he was something greater than what he was. Needless to say -- unless you havent figured it out yet-- I slept with him... He was my first. Was it worth it? I'm not really sure. Do I regret it? Nope. 

The sad thing is that I told myself I would never be that girl that wastes her first time on some loser that made a bunch of empty promises.... haha. wow. 

Now its time to move on. He's not that great. I can do better.