for a few months, Josh was out of the picture. For a few months I was doing fine without him. Then he sent me a message on myspace. It started out friendly enough, then, all of the sudden he changed the conversation completely. He told me about how his attraction for me hadnt wavered at all in the past few months, and how it was a mistake getting back together with his ex, he told me about how he should have been hanging out with me and seeing if we had potential to be something more than just one night of sex. He said all the right things, and now, a month later, we are talking as if we never stopped. 

dont get me wrong, i am not gonna fall for any of his antics, i know what i an getting myself into, but for now, i think i am pretty content with where we are. if something more comes from this, then so be it, but if not, then i'll know it wasnt meant to be.